Irrelevant decisions

And now what will happen?
now that I have committed the atrocity
to propose you what I think
but not ready to carry out
now that I do? this commitment
I will not really break
that would break my skull so much thinking
that perhaps we could have been beautiful
but in truth, I lack impetus to q
is really beautiful and in my thoughts
but I can not, I can not something in my
inpide me close to you and carry out
volatile so my imagination is proposed every day
and always at the end when I say early in the morning
morning may have decision to make
but come tomorrow morning and tell myself
is more pleasant your dream and must have a handicap is too much for you or you're too small for him, but on reaching the warm afternoon decided to blame all your troubles, now what? questions you have not studied, you have not embraced him and soon the quiet night to soothe your impetus with a morbid sleep until dawn.
And so go the days and hours just planning and imagining but not acting, being afraid, having decided, taking the urge to do tomorrow, these outstanding overwhelm you and make your life miserable every day until the morning comes to wake up and do without thinking more, just do it, do what you have to do.
But not while I'm here behind my computer, watching my cat sleeping and imagining how pleasant life would be easy if I were my cat and did not have to face the responsibilities of my ambitious acts irrelevant.